good will hunting quote

Sean: You're just a kid, you don't have the
faintest idea what you're talkin' about.
Will: Why thank you.
Sean: It's all right. You've never been out of
Boston.
Will: Nope.
Sean: So if I asked you about art, you'd
probably give me the skinny on every art book
ever written. Michelangelo, you know a lot
about him. Life's work, political aspirations, him
and the pope, sexual orientations, the whole
works, right? But I'll bet you can't tell me what
it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never
actually stood there and looked up at that
beautiful ceiling; seen that. If I ask you about
women, you'd probably give me a syllabus
about your personal favorites. You may have
even been laid a few times. But you can't tell
me what it feels like to wake up next to a
woman and feel truly happy. You're a tough kid.
And I'd ask you about war, you'd probably
throw Shakespeare at me, right, "once more
unto the breach dear friends." But you've never
been near one. You've never held your best
friend's head in your lap, watch him gasp his
last breath looking to you for help. I'd ask you
about love, you'd probably quote me a sonnet.
But you've never looked at a woman and been
totally vulnerable. Known someone that could
level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an
angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue
you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn't
know what it's like to be her angel, to have that
love for her, be there forever, through anything,
through cancer. And you wouldn't know about
sleeping sitting up in the hospital room for two
months, holding her hand, because the doctors
could see in your eyes, that the terms "visiting
hours" don't apply to you. You don't know
about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when
you've loved something more than you love
yourself. And I doubt you've ever dared to love
anybody that much. And look at you... I don't
see an intelligent, confident man... I see a
cocky, scared shitless kid. But you're a genius
Will. No one denies that. No one could possibly
understand the depths of you. But you presume
to know everything about me because you saw
a painting of mine, and you ripped my fucking
life apart. You're an orphan right?
[Will nods]
Sean: You think I know the first thing about
how hard your life has been, how you feel, who
you are, because I read Oliver Twist? Does that
encapsulate you? Personally... I don't give a shit
about all that, because you know what, I can't
learn anything from you, I can't read in some
fuckin' book. Unless you want to talk about you,
who you are. Then I'm fascinated. I'm in. But
you don't want to do that do you sport? You're
terrified of what you might say. Your move,
chief.

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Everything is energy - wingmakers.co.nz

Everything Is Energy Introduction With his famous equation E= mc2, Albert Einstein proved the when you come right down to it everything in the universe is energy. Both in the physical plane of our reality of matter and the abstract reality of our mind are made up of energy pattern. Here we are going the learn more about this energy and it relationship with Telepathy, telekinesis, and even the fundamentals behind teleporting physical matter in the way of physical objects The concept of a universal energy flow is not a new one. The ancient Chinese called this flow chi; the ancient Hindus called it prana. The disciplines that developed in those two cultures - t'ai chi and yoga, respectively- are based on the art of tuning in to the flow of energy and using it to centre the self. In 1977 when I first discovered energy there were no names for it. Energy was known as energy and the greatest master of energy to me came in 1979 when yoda turns to Luke at the lake and said feel the force between the rock, the land, and the ship this caught my attention after working with energy for two years. When we are centred we feel and experience harmony - not only with ourselves, but also with others, and with our entire environment. Any centring process is actually the act of balancing ourselves with the universal flow of energy.

Exercise One: Feeling Your Energy Field

What we are going to do here is stimulate the charkas in the hands by briskly rubbing your two hands together warming them up. As soon as they feel nice and toasty (this will take about thirty seconds or so), Hold your hands palm to palm, lining up the fingers.
Now Slowly begin to pull your hands away from each other until you feel a push or a pull sensation (some people feel one, while other people feel the other) that seems to suggest you've come to the outer edge of a chunky field within your energy field. Usually this occurs when your hands are about four to eight inches apart.
If you don't get any sensation with this technique the first time keep trying this exercise until the sensation occurs. I can promise you it will. Some people don't feel the edge until they actually play with the field itself, moving their hands closer together and then farther away as if playing with a marshmallow. Try this yourself once you get the push/pull sensation going between your hands, you'll get the idea of what the energy field feels like and how to sense it more easily.
The energy field you sensed between you hands is actually your own aura; this radiant energy field surrounds you. You have just learned the ability of sensing energy one part of your aura's boundary. In the next exercise we will explore the ability of seeing energy.

Exercise Two: Seeing The Energy Field

What we are going to do here is stimulate the charkas in the hands by briskly rubbing your two hands together warming them up. As soon as they feel nice and toasty (this will take about thirty seconds or so), Hold your hands palm to palm, lining up the fingers.
For this exercise you will need to find a black or very dark surface in your home (a piece of clothing, a tabletop, or even a turned off television). Turn off and electric lights, pull the shades, and place a single lighted candle behind you.
Now put your hands in front of the black surface and examine them. You should see a whitish, filmy glow emanating form your fingers. (Tip Try focusing on the background.) Try this with a friend and experiment with the filmy shadows. See how close you have to come for your mutual films to touch.
The physical aura is not always easy to see because it can be very subtle. Don't be discouraged, though. When you do begin to see your glow, try increasing it through concentration. Wishing and concentrating will project energy, and you'll see the auric field more clearly.

Understanding Telepathy & The Etheric Body

The Etheric Body (from "ether", the state between the energy and matter) is composed of tiny energy lines "like a sparkling web of light beams" similar to the lines on a television screen. It has the same structure as the physical body including all the anatomical parts and all the organs. The colour of the etheric body varies from light blue to gray. The light blue colour has been connected to a finer form than the gray; a more sensitive person with a sensitive body will tend to have a bluish 1st layer, whereas a more athletic, robust type of person will tend to have a more grayish etheric body. All the charkas of this layer are the same colour as the body. That is, they will also range between blue to gray in colour. Etheric energy emanates from all forms of solid matter in the universe and it is this etheric plane that we blend with while working with telekinesis, teleportation, and telepathy The etheric plane is also know as Tele-plasma Or PSI-energy

Exercise Three: Telepathy

What we are going to do here is stimulate the charkas in the hands by briskly rubbing your two hands together warming them up. As soon as they feel nice and toasty (this will take about thirty seconds or so), Hold your hands palm to palm, lining up the fingers.
For this exercise you will need to find a black or very dark surface in your home (a piece of clothing, a tabletop, or even a turned off television). Turn off and electric lights, pull the shades, and place a single lighted candle behind you.
Now put your hands in front of the black surface and examine them. You should see a whitish, filmy glow emanating form your fingers. (Tip Try focusing on the background.) This fine layer of energy that is emanating from your fingers is known as the etheric body and is part of the etheric plane the etheric plane is a sea of energy surrounding all objects in the universe and is the bridge that telepathy passes through.
Now what we are going to do here is something new. I want you in your own time to focus on the higher self or spirit guide and telepathically ask if they are there but this time send the thought out into your etheric body you can do this through looking at the energy around your hand. Just see the thought passing through your energy field and out into the etheric plane. Then sit silently and wait after a while you may hear a answer.
Telepathy is a lot more audio when performed through the etheric plane it is common to hear like a voice in your head when they answer. This same technique can be used between two people the only difference is that the thought is sent out into the etheric plane through your etheric body and you see it passing into the etheric body of the other person
Don't be discouraged if you don't pick up any reply at first it takes time to develop this form of telepathy.
Things to try if you have any trouble with the two-person technique. Try siting across from each other and focus of the persons aura and see the light energy field emanating from the person and project your thought in to the field of energy close to their body.

Energy Blending

Exercise Four: Telekinesis: Spoon Bending

Find a spoon
What we are going to do here is stimulate the charkas in the hands by briskly rubbing your two hands together warming them up. As soon as they feel nice and toasty (this will take about thirty seconds or so), Hold your hands palm to palm, lining up the fingers.
Hold utensil in your hands.
Sit in a quiet space, breath deeply, and relax yourself. Escape mentally from all thoughts and sounds.
With your eyes shut, rub your fingertips lightly over the surface of the spoon's handle.
Feel the surface without necessarily thinking about it. Feel the energy of the spoon and blend your energy with the spoon, Become a "part" of it, the atoms of the metal mixing with the atoms of your fingers and the air so that they flow together as though they are water. Imagine that this mixture of your energy and the spoons energy is melting into liquid.
This may take a few attempts. You will begin to actually feel the energy and the warmth on the metal.
At the moment you feel the momentum of the energy, bend it! Don't put physical force on it- you're not testing your ability to bend a spoon with your hands. You already know you can do that. It's your mind we're testing.

Exercise Five: Teleportation: Teleporting A Spoon

Find a spoon
What we are going to do here is stimulate the charkas in the hands by briskly rubbing your two hands together warming them up. As soon as they feel nice and toasty (this will take about thirty seconds or so), Hold your hands palm to palm, lining up the fingers.
Hold utensil in your hands.
Sit in a quiet space, breath deeply, and relax yourself. Escape mentally from all thoughts and sounds.
With your eyes shut, rub your fingertips lightly over the surface of the spoon's handle.
Feel the surface without necessarily thinking about it. Feel the energy of the spoon and blend your energy with the spoon, Become a "part" of it, the atoms of the metal mixing with the atoms of your fingers and the air so that they flow together as thought they are water. Imagine that this mixture of your energy and the spoons energy is melting into liquid.
This may take a few attempts. You will begin to actual feel the energy and the warmth on the metal.
At the moment you feel the momentum of the energy, see the energy of the spoon and try teleporting it out of your hand and to a short distance not far from you and see the energy and spoon reappearing at the new destination. When you feel like the spoon is gone open your eyes and check your hands if the spoon is not there then go to the destination and see if the spoon is there.

Remember

Remember NEVER apply force! You aren't there to physically force the object to move through the fabric of time and space. That's not point of the exercise.
You may experience problems with your destination don't worry it takes practice to learn to control it. At the moment you feel the momentum of the energy, bend it! Don't put physical force on it- you're not testing your ability to bend a spoon with your hands. You already know you can do that. It's your mind we're testing.

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Aliens built the Pyramids - outerworlds.com

You know those big stone structures out in Egypt?  The ones  which were supposedly built to house the remains of dead pharaohs???  The ones you thought were built by the Egyptians?Well, you are wrong!THEY WERE BUILT BY ALIENS!Let's take a look at some undeniable evidence....

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First, look at this diagram:The pyramid is highlighted in red, and its two diagonals are extended beyond the end of the pyramid to the north-east and north-west.  The mass of squiggly lines above the pyramid is the Delta of the Nile River, and, as you can see the two diagonals encase the Nile neatly and entirely.  IS THAT A COINCIDENCE???
Yes,  I'm sure that the way the Egyptians did this was to have someone walk hundreds of miles to the end of the delta and hold a really, really long piece of string while someone walked all the way back to the site of the pyramid.  Then,  those two people stood there while two more people repeated the process on the other side of the Pyramid.  Just so that they could build a big building in such a way that its diagonals lie on those two lines.
NOW THAT IS LIKELY????
Here is what really happened: A couple of aliens, flying high enough over the earth to be able to see where the Nile Delta's origin is, easily saw what orientation the pyramid would need to be in order to have its diagonals  lie on those two lines.

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Second piece of evidence:The big dark shape on the upper left of this diagram is the great pyramid.  If you look at the compass rose in the bottom right, you can see that the pyramid is lined up exactly with the magnetic North Pole,  a difference of only 16 minutes, or some absurdly small number like that (there are 60 minutes in one degree).  COINCIDENCE?   How could the Egyptians possibly have built their pyramid facing the exact magnetic North Pole without even having a compass?  FYI, a compass was not invented for a few thousand years after the ancient Egyptians were long gone?  IS THAT LIKELY????This is how it really worked:  Those aliens, abundant in their knowledge and drowning in technology, came along and using their compasses,  they landed on earth and found the actual magnetic north and south poles.  THEN THEY BUILT THE PYRAMIDS!

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Now look at this:This is a photograph of the Great Pyramid of Giza, and its neighbor, as seen from the Sphinx, on the evening of the summer solstice.  As you can see,  the sun is setting in the exact center of the two pyramids.  COINCIDENCE???For the Egyptians to be able to do this, they must have known the day of the summer solstice, and they therefore,  must have known the exact length of the year, or 365.25;  once again, a fact not discovered until long after the Egyptians were gone.   HOW LIKELY IS THAT???
The real story goes like this:   Those meddling aliens, in all of their infinite wisdom, saw the earth upon entering the solar system, and by calculating the size of its revolutions around the sun,  the velocity it was at which it traveled and the angle of its axis of rotation,  they were able to easily calculate the longest day of the year or the length of the year.
THEN BUILT THE PYRAMIDS!

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Here is another photo:This is a photograph taken on the day of the winter solstice from the entrance of the Great Pyramid.  The Big shape silhouetted in the middle of the photograph is the Sphinx.  Since this is only a photograph,  and not a movie,  you can't get the full effect.   But even in the photo, you can see that the sun is tracing around the Sphinx's head.  In actuality,  the sun rises exactly at the left side of the base of the Sphinx's head.   Then it traces it all the way around until it sets on the right side of the Sphinx's head.  COINCIDENCE???Had the Egyptians done this,   since this occurs only on the day of the winter solstice,  they would have had to have known the exact length of a year.
IS THAT LIKELY???
It's those aliens,  who after finding the length of the year,  found the shortest day of the year, and then built their Sphinx and Pyramid accordingly.

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Consider this:This above image is a diagram of the stars of the Belt of Orion.  Now look at the diagram of the pyramids below.Though this fact is not as remarkable, the positioning of the three Pyramids of Giza are exactly aligned with the position of the three stars in the belt of Orion, both in position and in size.  While it is possible,  it would create many difficulties for the Egyptians in terms of measuring huge distances.  Not only this,  but in fact,  at the time that the pyramids were supposedly built (about 3000 BC), the stars that make up the Belt of Orion were not exactly at the correct angle to match up with the pyramids.   If the location of the stars is traced back over thousands of years,  the time at which the belt is exactly aligned with the pyramids is in fact 10,500 BC.  A time when there were supposedly no
civilized   humans living on the earth.  Another fact to support this is,  if you consider the Sphinx,  a lion with a human head and then look at the size of the body,  you can see that the body is perfectly proportioned for the head of a lion,  not the human head.   This human head  looks tiny and silly sitting on top of the body.  This is because the Sphinx was actually built in 10,500 BC,  around the same time as the pyramids,  with a real head of a lion.  Evidence to support this is that there are signs of water erosion all over the Sphinx.  The last time that there was any water nearby, aside from the Nile is around 10,000 BC.  Also,  the constellation of Leo the Lion (thus closely related to the Sphinx), was in fact rising directly behind the sun in 10,500 BC.
Are they saying that the Egyptians built their pyramids to be in the exact shape of Orion's Belt,  but purposely aligned them differently from what was actually in the sky?  That after they built the Sphinx, they purposely made the head look small and funny?  Then, they broke their backs carrying water from the Nile just so that they could put water erosion lines all over the body?????
In fact,  no Egyptian did it at all.  The aliens, with their plethora of wisdom,  came down in the year 10,500 BC and built the Pyramids and the Sphinx.  They built it with a head of a lion to match the Belt of Orion, as well as the constellation of Leo.  Thousands of years later, Ramses, the egomaniacal dictator-pharaoh of Egypt,  decided that he didn't like having the head of a lion on top of the statue in his land.  So,  he had a head in his own likeness constructed instead.  But the Egyptians, not being very skilled at huge masonry, built the head somewhat too small.
Why is it that the great Pyramids of Giza,  built in 3,000, are perfect, and still standing as tall as the day they were built?  (Aside from the capstone and the polished stones, which were stripped by humans in the building of Cairo)  The other Pyramids, which were supposedly built about 500 years later, all have shoddy masonry, and are crumbling down.  An example of this is the famous 'bent' pyramid,  which  started out with the sides being built at one angle,  then suddenly shifts in the middle to a shallower angle.  This is because the angle at which it was started  was much too steep for it to stand when finished.   It is  because the Egyptian pharaohs saw the great pyramids standing on their land and decided that they wanted pyramids of their own.  But they found that it was much harder to do than was expected and ended up building silly looking structures that don't even come close to comparing with the magnitude of elegance emanating from the great pyramids.

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Other startling evidence:If you take the perimeter of the pyramid and divide it by two times the height,  you get a number that is exactly equivalent to the number pi (3.14159...) up to the fifteenth digit.  The chances of this phenomenon happening by sheer chance is remarkably small.  Did the ancient Egyptians know what the number pi was?  Not likely,  seeing as it was a number not calculated accurately to the fourth digit until the 6th century,  and the pyramids calculate it to the fifteenth.

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What about the fact that even though the sides of the base of the pyramid are some 757 feet long,  it still forms an almost perfect square?  Every angle in the base is exactly 90 degrees.   In fact,  the sides have a difference in length of something like two centimeters, which is an incredibly small amount.

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What about the fact that although the Egyptians kept very careful records about everything they ever did;  every king they had,  every war they fought,  and every structure they built, there were no records of them ever having built the pyramids? 

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What about the fact that the Egyptians had not even invented the wheel yet,  but the blocks that they had to carry to build the pyramids weighed about 2 tons each? 4,000 lbs.?  What did they do... use cement?   In fact, they used so much stone, that if you took all of the stone they used and cut it into 1 foot square blocks, it would extend 2/3 of the way around the earth!!!

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If you take the line of longitude that the pyramid lies on and the latitude that the pyramid lies on,  31 degrees north by 31 degrees west (the fact that they are the same number is a coincidence???)  they are the two lines that cover the most combined land area in the world. In essence, the pyramid is the center of all of the land mass of the whole earth!!!!

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How about the fact that a  group of modern scientists  attempted to build a pyramid out next to the real one using modern technologies, and after something like 100 days, succeeded in building one about 1/40 of the size of the real one????

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Did you know that the height of the pyramid (481 feet) is almost exactly 1/1,000,000,000 of the distance from the earth to the sun (480.6 billion feet)?

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What about all of that fungi that was found in King Tutu's chamber?   Fungi which has never before been seen on earth?  What about the Pharaoh's curse?????   You decide, who built the Pyramids?????



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Most people or other people - Oscar Wilde

“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.”

Test Tube Baby (actually making a girl!!)

Through the wonders of science, infertile couples who were
previously unable to bear children, due to reasons such as blocked
fallopian tubes, low sperm count, low egg quantities or advanced age
of the mother, are now able to conceive through in-vitro
fertilization. The results are babies known as test-tube babies
which are technically conceived outside the womb.

In a natural scenario, the conception of a baby occurs when the
ovum, travels from the ovaries, through the fallopian tube to be
fertilized by the sperm of the father during sexual intercourse.
>From this point on, the fertilized egg will travel down towards the
uterus and during the process division of cells will occur until it
reaches its final destination at the wall of the uterus. However, in
the cases of block fallopian tubes, the eggs are unable to travel
from the ovaries to the uterus and conception cannot happen.

Developed in the United Kingdom by Dr. Patrick Steptoe and Dr.
Robert Edwards, the process of in-vitro fertilization involves
removing eggs from the ovaries of the mother and combining them with
the sperm of the father in a lab environment. The fertilized egg is
then placed back into the uterus of the mother after 3 to 5 days and
will remain there to grow till birth. Because of the low success
pregnancy rate of this procedure, a few eggs are placed in the
uterus to increase the odds of success. With this process,
statistics have shown that the rates of multiple births have
increased where 24 percent of the in-vitro fertilization births have
produced twins.

The first test-tube baby, Louise Brown, who was born on the 25th
July 1978, marked hope for other infertile couples to have a baby
through this procedure. However, many others were concerned about
the ethical issues surround this. One major area of concern was the
fact that as the egg is located outside the womb for a few days
while the cells multiplied before being put back inside the uterus,
the health issues affecting this baby is unknown. Indeed, research
has been shown that test-tube babies have a higher chance of birth
defects and low birth weight, and researchers still have not been
able to determine the reason for this.

Other issue of concern is that through this procedure, some of the
eggs fertilized in the lab are later discarded. Does this procedure
mean that the researchers are actually killing potential people? How
is the line drawn in this case?

Then there is also the issue of commercial opportunities for eggs
and sperms to be bought and surrogate wombs to be rented with the
purpose of creating babies. This process of embryo transfer to
another mother, not necessarily the same woman who had provided the
eggs, is known as placing the embryo in a gestational carrier. This
procedure has been becoming increasingly common through
technological advancement, which has made couples including women
with uterus problems, have a chance in having their baby.

Test-tube babies have really brought changes to the way in which
babies are conceived and have given much hope to many who have had
problems having babies through the process of fake fertilisation. However, the
downside of this are the ethical issues behind the procedure, with
which still poses a big question mark and with which is still
opposed by many factions. For more details on cell biology
please visit http://www.biology- online.org/tutorials/1_cell_biology.htm

Author's bio
Dr.Richard Waller has been helping thousands of infetile couples and
gave hope to childless women since 1999 through the process of i

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How to study the human mind

How to Study the Human Mind

By reading about the content of the human mind based on Jung’s discoveries and on my discoveries, you will understand how the human mind works. You’ll see that a huge part of your brain belongs to the wild side of your conscience, the anti-conscience. This vision will help you understand why you act in an absurd way many times, or why you were absurd in the past.
On the other hand, you’ll see that the human side of your conscience is not as sensible as you may believe. This happens because your human conscience is under-developed and one-sided. You have to develop your intelligence in order to use your entire conscience.
You will have a better grasp of the study of the human mind if you learn how to translate the meaning of your dreams, instead of having only a theoretical vision, by reading my conclusions. Your dreams give you many lessons about what determines your behavior. Your entire personality is analyzed through dream messages.
You won’t study the human mind by having a static vision of its content. You’ll see that the human mind is an entire world. Then, you’ll discover to your surprise that you are in fact a genius who never had the chance to shine. You have to eliminate your violent wild side, so that your wise, human side, may triumph. This is how you’ll acquire mind power. This means that you’ll be able to transform your reality and influence other people. It also means that you’ll learn how to be always calm and balanced. You’ll never become angry for any reason because you’ll understand why other people make mistakes.
You don’t become angry when you are able to understand why a certain problem was provoked. For example, when you see a child making a mistake, you understand that a child didn’t learn how to do many things yet. You don’t become angry because he or she broke a vase in an attempt to catch a ball that fall there. Of course, he was not supposed to be playing with this ball in the living room. However, you know that children are not obedient creatures that do what we tell them to. Thus, you show understanding.
The same way, when you know that someone else made a mistake for being controlled by his or her absurd anti-conscience, you feel sorry for him or her instead of becoming angry. You know that his human side lost the control of his behavior. He is acting like an animal for being dominated by his animal nature.
The human mind is a control panel that works based on knowledge. Now you completely ignore the existence of your anti-conscience, and you didn’t acquire complete consciousness yet.
When you translate the meaning of your dreams, you’ll understand all the mistakes you make because you are influenced by your animal nature. As you understand that you are wrong when you do certain things in a certain way, you acquire consciousness. You realize that you are doing what is bad for you. You cannot ignore this fact, the same way you cannot ignore that when you are eating something and your food falls in the street, it becomes dirty and you cannot simply catch it from the dirty street and keep eating. There are dangerous bacteria in the dirty street.
As you understand all your mistakes, you stop acting like a violent and indifferent animal. You acquire a mindful thinking, giving importance to all the details that compose your reality. You stop making mistakes, and at a certain point, you become a perfect human being who possesses many virtues.

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what do dreams mean

What Do Dreams Mean? The Meaning of Most Dream Symbols

Many people ask me to give them quick translations because they don’t have time or patience to study the dream language.
I had to simplify the complicated method of dream interpretation discovered by Carl Jung, which was too time consuming.
In order to translate thousands of dreams for many desperate people who had many other problems besides the psychological ones, I had to find a way to very quickly translate not only a single dream but an entire dream collection.
I continued Jung’s research discovering the anti-conscience, which is our wild conscience. The anti-conscience evokes mental illnesses within our human psyche. Once I learned about this sinister force and how it works, I could easily understand the meaning of all dreams.
The main purpose of the wise unconscious mind that produces our dreams is to protect our mental health from the attacks from the anti-conscience. This is something that Jung couldn’t see as clearly as I could. For him many things were immersed in darkness and were totally incomprehensible.
He accepted his ignorance, recognizing the necessity to stop researching the unknown content of the human psyche. He believed that we could learn the rest only after our death.
However, I had indications from the unconscious mind that I had to continue his research and this is why I could see the primitive side of the human conscience.
Today you can have this knowledge. I will teach you everything I know so that you may be protected. You have to take dream interpretation seriously for your own safety.
The superior unconscious protection cannot be compared to the false protection that ignorant human beings may try to give you. The unconscious mind shows you in dream messages everything that is threatening your mental health and your life.
So, you already know that the general meaning of all your dreams is to protect the human side of your conscience from the anti-conscience’s attacks. The anti-conscience wants to destroy your human side and control your behavior. In order to stay healthy you must transform the anti-conscience into a positive component of your human side.
Through dream messages the unconscious mind helps you fight against the anti-conscience and tame it. You, the human being, must control your behavior.
Now you know also that all dreams help you learn how to control your behavior.
This is why the meaning of most dream symbols is related to various dangers that threaten your human conscience.
Here is a list with the most common dream symbols that indicate danger:
Bees – You are being dominated by anger
Blood – Painful experiences and mental illnesses are awaiting you
Cat – You are being stupid
Demon – An evil person in your life
Elephant – You must show heroism
Falling – You’ll have big deceptions
Flying – You are far from reality
Ghost – A neurosis is threatening you
Snake – Bad experiences are awaiting you
Spider – Great danger ahead if you don’t act fast
Of course, you need more explanations about the meaning of each dream symbol in order to really understand its importance. You have also to learn what to do in order to get out of a dangerous situation and protect your mental health.
Study the dream language with my dynamic method. You’ll soon be able to understand the meaning of everyone’s dreams the same way you’ll understand the meaning of your own dreams. Dream language is universal. You will not only help yourself but you will help the world.

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mind of our own

What Frightens Us the Most – Having a Mind of Our Own

We all pretend we have a mind of our own. But actually few walk the path. It means literally to form our own perspective, feelings and opinion about every moment of life. But we don’t do that. We’re talking on the cell, to our friends and acquaintances, blogging, blurting, shouting, face-booking, emailing… etc. almost all the time. We’re too busy watching each other, being like each other, bragging to each other, keeping somebody around all the time – merging into one people… except in how we style our hair or tattoo, dress, prance around, have a life style… all of which have the outward appearance of specialty without the substance.
So what is this substance? To have our own opinion… alone, without any need for companionship, including convincing everyone else to agree with us – can’t even happen unless we choose, not forced by circumstance or betraying lovers. One must choose to be alone on a regular basis without any props, games, internet searches, shows, movies, telephone conversations, etc. Just naked aloneness for some length of time, to notice, feel, think, see the contradictions in our self… to commune with us. Indeed one has to have a passion for self-discovery or it will never happen. One has to feel they want to have only opinions of their own, uniquely derived from the suffering and inspiration of their own experience – even if they disagree with everyone else on the planet. If we can’t stand-alone in this way – not just sometimes, but anytime – then we don’t really have a mind of our own.
The best test to know whether we have such determined uniqueness… is whether being alone is sometimes frightening. Why? Because it means we’re going to die. Aloneness has always been associated with death. If one spends too much time as a child alone and frightened, it feels exactly like dying. What’s more, being the only one to think the way we do makes us sometimes, even as an adult, feel paranoid about what all the other people are going to do about it.
Lots of people would say it’s impossible to have a mind entirely our own. There’s truth here. They would insist that we all are conditioned by society to feel and think some things that makes us a part of the culture that we are, the family that we love, etc. Having independent perspective about one’s family, including a spouse or partner, is the hardest thing of all – nearly impossible because to be a touch contrary in all things seems in love to be almost a betrayal. We still deal with the normal contradictions and conflicts of life by being as much the same as we can… if nothing more than to minimize the number of differences with which we have to cope. In the process we sacrifice pieces, sometimes all of a mind of our own.
Having a mind of our own is possible only by paying a lot of attention to our life. If we’re going to sustain an opinion shared by no one else, then we have to provide for ourselves the support, admiration and encouragement our social group, including family, has always given us. We’re going to have to, when alone, be our own companion, creating a mind-space within which we relate intimately with ourselves, spending regular and sometimes extended time in this place.
Yet who actually believes their own life is so admirable and worthwhile enough to command the respect and attention of others? The answer is that we think very little of ourselves. Fame puffs up the lives of a few of us, the only way most of us believe they will ever be important. Having a mind of our own means to regard our own life worthy of such special treatment. There’s no question that ideologically we’ve come to believe this. But who does it, or even knows how?
The answer is artists and philosophers of all types, who seem naturally to have invested a great deal of time and attention in their own life, possible only by taking one’s self very seriously. In the process they are fortunate to enjoy the great pleasure of discovering new things for themselves, perhaps just a special way of using color, a turn of phrase, or of mixing reality and abstraction. But whatever their endeavor, they find themselves very interesting. Perhaps that’s why aloneness has never become very popular, because finding a way to be fascinated by one’s self is very difficult.

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Micro chip the pets whos next !?!

Would requiring microchips in pets and owner registration help reduce the number of strays in pet shelters and the cost of boarding and euthanizing them? Certainly, it will increase the number of reunions between pets and their owners. It would also increase accountability in pet owners encouraging them to turn in their pet to a shelter as opposed to abondoning them. When traveling with a pet, microchips are essential to protect your pet should it be lost or separated from you.
Are there further issues as well? How would the program be enforced? Would mandatory micro chipping in domesticated pets mark the start of greater identification in all animals and eventually in humans?
Discuss this with other pet owners in our forum: http://www.pettravel.com/forum/showthread.php/65-Making-microchips-mandatory-in-pets-a-growing-trend.

Edmund Burke - English philosopher

‘All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing’

The I Have a Dream Speech - Martin Luther King Jnr

I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation.
Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity.
But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize a shameful condition.
In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check, a check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. So we have come to cash this check — a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to make real the promises of democracy. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quick sands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood. Now is the time to make justice a reality for all of God's children.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights. The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges.
But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.
We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force. The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to a distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny. They have come to realize that their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom. We cannot walk alone.
As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied, as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as our children are stripped of their selfhood and robbed of their dignity by signs stating "For Whites Only". We cannot be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.
I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow jail cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.
Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to South Carolina, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair.
I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal."
I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.
I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.
I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; one day right there in Alabama, little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together.
This is our hope. This is the faith that I go back to the South with. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.
This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring."
And if America is to be a great nation this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania!
Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado!
Let freedom ring from the curvaceous slopes of California!
But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia!
Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee!
Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.
And when this happens, when we allow freedom to ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"

WE ARE INTELLECTUAL PROSTITUTES. John Swinton - Journalist

"WE ARE INTELLECTUAL PROSTITUTES"

One night, probably in 1880, John Swinton, then the preeminent New York journalist, was the guest of honour at a banquet given him by the leaders of his craft. Someone who knew neither the press nor Swinton offered a toast to the independent press. Swinton outraged his colleagues by replying: There is no such thing, at this date of the world's history, in America, as an independent press. You know it and I know it.

There is not one of you who dares to write your honest opinions, and if you did, you know beforehand that it would never appear in print. I am paid weekly for keeping my honest opinion out of the paper I am connected with. Others of you are paid similar salaries for similar things, and any of you who would be so foolish as to write honest opinions would be out on the streets looking for another job. If I allowed my honest opinions to appear in one issue of my paper, before twenty-four hours my occupation would be gone.

The business of the journalists is to destroy the truth, to lie outright, to pervert, to vilify, to fawn at the feet of mammon, and to sell his country and his race for his daily bread. You know it and I know it, and what folly is this toasting an independent press?

We are the tools and vassals of rich men behind the scenes. We are the jumping jacks, they pull the strings and we dance. Our talents, our possibilities and our lives are all the property of other men. We are intellectual prostitutes."

Desiderata (poem) - Max Ehrmann in the 1920s

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

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Mumble Stew & 'Dumb'plings!

Hampered had my life became for sometime after writing a collection of continuous short essays late at night once to often, had drove me for answers that still seemed as blank as the screen I began on. For a while now I have been writing a lot of material with a sociology/psychology content, steered toward a self preservation direction, with no real reason as to why. But with a steady manifesting pile of cluttered paragraphs of text it now seems apparent that I was maybe offloading a heavy mind that within a short time had sufficed in doing so. Not knowing whether I was in the process of becoming a budding young author or just learning to type quickly! The basic drive was due to having many thoughts scattered inside my brain in need of realise or even digestion perhaps. Hitting away at the keys of my computer was actually helping and even felt easy at some points not being able to type quick enough but I reached an unwanted stalemate, for it had only now transcended to a lose pile of printed paper on the bedroom floor, as opposed to a cloudy think tank the confusion just no longer was in my head but was now in some sort of order on paper. It highly resembled a disorganised novel, Chapters if you will. I felt unable to place appropriately these thoughts or pieces of work together and bring reason to this overspill of brainwork. But my underlying questions were in fact proving themselves dividend and rather simple, for the ‘How, who, why, when and what to everything’ was bringing out the answers itself…

To alliterate, my first assay I wrote was called Yellow brick Road. The gist of this piece in particular, if anything a hope that there’s more to the mundane movement of the every day members of the common sheep outside my window with bowed heads that just follow the flow of society. I despised the way our lives seem so doctrine and the continuous general ignorance that allowed it to occur. 

Yellow Brick Road

So here, once again I find myself wondering whether there is something much more exciting for us than what we have now. Much more to the point if there is, how we not only identify it but also become part of it. But instead so occupied in life we forget to live. Every single day as common sheep within the herd we call society, we awake and work away the majority of it before we would have begun something we personally would like to achieve. But that decision is soon transformed from the possibility of anything had one started their day in such a way to now merely the ability to stop. To crash out on the couch and numb any remaining brain cells with visual chewing gum, a flick of the lazy remote and on comes our companion the television set. Mindless escapism that will get us through to the weekend, an opportunity to treat ourselves from the five days worked from which we were lost in. Only then to realise how much time has past as months blend aimlessly into one another and then a rare treat when we then allow ourselves a massive 2/3 weeks from fifty-two for our own time.

Some individuals enjoy their work, a minority of the mass perhaps, so is it that they are lucky or that the masses are not. Or is it that the mass don’t know, that they are lost in choice, fear of failure and make do, baffled by the continuous movement and choose to merely go with the flow. Minding their own business and avoiding any uncomfortable scenes that might be provoked if we god forbid STOP AND THINK. Keep your head down and keep in step with the rest, easy…peasy. Pack yourself into the tube at 530pm on a Friday and conform to the norm, just be sure not to make eye contact with anyone and not ‘Baa’ too loud and you’ll be fine. All well and good for an easy existence but only in today’s society, idiot proof follow the signs and you can’t go wrong!! But what about the next generation we are destroying COMMON SENSE and creating a world of dummies. I am sure all the conspiracy theorists are screaming in agreement let alone making the leaders if it all exceptionally happy if indeed true but you see my point. 

Its then that we can begin to comprehend that the answers may not necessarily be that far from us, but kept at a distance as we have nor the time or energy to pause and pick them out. Pay off this, save for that and don’t forget to do this!! Overwhelming enjoyment felt in parts but also hardship created. A want for more seems so natural to us, but not forgetting so is happiness, that flow continues strongly now in a materialistic world. So spoilt we have become, a selfish storm and the rat race begun.

Brainwashed by media, idol rock stars etc paint an image of what we want, television ‘a life we want to live’.

 Adverts displaying things we need. Need to what, look cool, to stand out from the crowd, self-reconigition. A public display that we fit in or look momentarily materialistically healthy, that we are ok?

 So preoccupied in this world wind we’ve forgotten our primary needs. 


Overshadowed and blinkered in the headlights.

Houston we have a problem

Umm...?

From heaven to earth, the gods came down.

Imagine.

Pause for one single second and allow your mind to open like a night in the cinema with a good Sci-fi movie, I can’t provide the popcorn but bare with me.

Ok its primitive times of the ancient Egyptian world, the hustle and bustle of everyday life. You’ve seen Gladiator with Russell Crow right? Now imagine a very recent film full of artillery and infantry. Apache Assault helicopters landing with armed men equipped with radio satellite surveillance, semi automatic machine guns fresh from Marlin Brando’s apocalypse Now and even a stealth bomber fly’s overhead. Topgun`s Tom Cruise barrel rolling an f16 against Mig28`s 25,000ft high. Let alone Gene Hackmans missiles from a submarine 200 miles away in Crimson tide. All completely acceptable in today’s life but back then what would you scream………Signory Weavers Alien!!

 So we don’t need to even give good old Fred Flintstone a lighter let alone a mobile phone you’re all with me on this one right.

Ok, so why not, From the Heavens the Gods came down. Now before we move onto Stargate with Kurt Russell and mind travel with Michael J Fox in Back to the future,

We can appreciate anything is possible.

All religions seem to stem from the same past down story, and since cultured into their own in all different countries beliefs. The theories spoken of so far are of another world, landing here on earth to either explore or mine the wealth of the planets materials but all basically in short THEY visited. Like are very own Neil Armstrong and crew turning mere steps into leaps?

Possible.

Now Darwin Bless his cotton socks Sussed out evolution for us to get a better handle of things Man to Ape thanks Charlton Heston but where did the human mind suddenly kick in.

With Science constantly improving as generations go on and technology enabling us to study and piece together our past much clearer and efficiently, there is of a new explanation to that long awaited answer to the infamous Missing Link!?!

It seems apparent that the Milky Way is the actual remains of a planet that was once in orbit. Hold on George Lucas not quite your turn wait!! So is this where THEY are from?

Today’s medicine world frantically researching to fight the common diseases that are world suffers from in the hope to bring a cure. Cloning new body parts not only a perfect dream for the ill and our future but also a realism happening. Actually making a man, test Tube babies, artificial limbs, Genetic engineering and DNA understanding.

Possible.

So what about the idea we were tampered with, Ape to Man the Missing Link. I’m writing my own movie now but in all seriousness there has to be room for the possibility! And I’m not bringing in Keano Reeves Matrix here I’m talking about a mistake, that we were in fact quite possibly genetically improved to do a task for our own kind but in a freak unforeseen collision with our home planet we’ve been left behind without our agenda’s - that we have been lost in earth....................!

Living on a prayer

Some find contentment in religion, the hope in guidance or mere friendship. Destiny in something more rewarding to oneself becomes more appealing, whether it is a path that is not so dull or confusing but with a purpose or a prospect in one that is available to them just needing to be rewarded or identified.

Faith.

The belief in what ever is dreamed, whatever is desired is possible, that there is in fact remuneration or a purpose, an answer or an ending. An explanation. That love is real, loneliness escapable, that there is more to what we feel. That if we were to pause for one second, raised our heads from the crowded streets, we can be touched by a brighter light and could there be a solution.

Mother nature God bless her soul, designed every single thing to perfection, with meaning and purpose and a food chain to keep the cycle, survival of the fittest the method it works perfectly has done for thousands of years and still does away from us. Sharing and co-operation makes every individual thing function, even the bodies that carries us. We eat sitting down but the feet get fed. So it is from man to ape I ask what on earth created or interrupted us with the human mind. As that is the only true thing out of this world!

Proof of the Pudding

What weird and wondrous things could we achieve?

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So due to that thing up there in my head, like a dog with a bone. Lead me to research and do exactly what it wanted…. chew!

The library became my second home away from the keyboard and I remained to keep this existence hidden from everyone I knew, I didn’t know why, just as I don’t understand this brave escape now from the closet but here I am.

Hours were spent reading, watching documentaries at every opportunity; an information junkie I became feasting to quickly it never even seemed to have touched the sides. What was I searching for? Was that in itself the point, by searching kept ME busy, gave me meaning perhaps. A heavy reader of sociology, psychology, conspiracy and spirituality somewhat even religious fodder was now my main consumption in addition to general science and history, study of Dreams and body language trends in civilisations and geography. I felt generally compiled I had something stronger than others; I had mentally separated myself from everyone else. The underlying factor was my continuous denial from the common herd I called society began giving me confidence. I was never a sheep and that gave me purpose, I would walk tall with my backbone strong, head high amongst people with an almost lavish and certainly childish secret. A secret that I was different, not necessarily smarter which in turn did not make me by any means judgemental or negative to others, not to compel myself upon others as a self confused Mr Know it all but after years of not having confidence and it felt exceptionally pleasant. Handling of my emotions or communicating in general with others I felt successful, but certainly not atoll arrogant just more self-aware.  My point being, I both analysed human nature from feedback of traits from influencing personalities within social circles interacting with one another in as much my own life than that of film, history or books, and even for a time improving myself by almost dissecting and taking these traits on from stronger characters close to me and generally observing who was positively more effective for instance; liked, stronger, confident etc and why. So blind I had become on leaving the house in the morning I would plug in and play my part, like scenes of a fly on the wall documentary – analysing body language, confidence, courage, enthusiasm etc. I was inadvertently tweaking my own personality for the better, as if maybe my role would soon be credited somehow or being analysed. Or to leave or achieve something to separate myself as the lead actor of a movie for instance, to win the girl, shoot the bad guy, live happy ever after. As to whatever it was I didn’t know. But instead like a dream it became reality, so absorbed with no real assistance ever taking place to support my theory it became or I became sidetracked and forgotten, unfinished. Now awoken, I had dismissed this pathetic outlook for within time and only now that it has come to a close, I not only had these apparent fictitious self image that I now no longer need, like barriers perhaps they had crumbled and fallen. I had searched for the person I wanted to be and so abundantly in place now was strength in myself so assured but no longer with the element of manufacturing. I feel relieved and at peace with one’s self.  A positive feeling its resembled more similar to that of a butterfly releasing from his own made cluster. I have finally been rewarded with the closing credits, now I know what the search found…. It found me!

Self-contentment, spiritual enlightenment, Label, as one will. It feels bliss. The digesting of those questions, thanks - believe it or not to the contented dog with the bone up there that liked to chew. That alien intervention to my being has helped me. I like to believe improved; I think completely differently and broadly, defiantly more broadly, open and receptive and certainly not selfishly. My tolerance, control and patience level has for one shot through the roof; my life is more successful in emotional relations, my career, and my circle of friends. I hold an assurance along with an admired confidence. In alls those times with my head in books, the dog came through and finished that bone, didn’t leave it buried in the back of my mind’s garden. So a conclusion should be drawn or maybe not, for the point was my point, I found it and maybe I’m a minority that just naturally felt a desire to dig…

So I did.